back to where

its been months since i last updated my blog. like.whatever happened to me must've been stucked in the files of my usb. ive been typing sorts of stuffs but there wasn't a c hance these events were uploaded in this site. well i just feel that i need to say something right now. maybe because im glad, depressed, gloomy, bored or whatever.
well the truth is, i just had this big smile that i gave to someone. the events that happened minutes ago was so not me. before when i see or talk to him im like shaking on the inside and stammering on the outside. but then when i talked to him recently, i felt like it was all cool. i just listened, talked and smiled casually, just what i do with my other friends. my two classmates passed by, and they were giving me those meaningful stares. i controlled myself , of course. i dont want to feel the old feeling again. i know those feelings are the most 'high' but then i dont need to overreact and take everything seriously. its just like highschool love. and i hate it when it happens because afterwards i feel like i am slowly drifting away from him because of my feelings and actins towards him. and i dont want that to happen. i know nothing will ever come between us but i still don't want to lose my connection with him. after all, he's still my friend. and i know that all my fantasies will soon be dumped on any corner of my memory box anytime. but even if everything will change and everything might turn into what i expected or what i didn't, he will always, and still be, my ultimate prospect.

"i know nothing will ever come between us but i still don't want to lose my connection with him. after all, he's still my friend"

NO SUCH THING AS LUCK??

Have you ever experienced watching a movie and later on the same story haapens to you? you may answer yes, when the movie is reality-based even if it is a fictional story, but what if the story is very weord that it is almost impossible to happen in real life?
I have watched the movie Just My Luck (2006) for two times already. The movie is fascinatingm but thinking of the story, it is really like an un-real stuff. Like, could there be super lucky and a bad luck-striken person? and would it be possible to have the luck of those people exchanged?
In connection with the movies-coming-to-real-life topic, I am not saying that all the scenes in Just My Luck happened to me. Just part of it, I guess, like being so unlucky at one instance and being lucky the next. How did that happen?
Ok, last week, I lost my phone, and then a lot of stuffs. Suddenly, I've become a clumsy, careless and directionless person. I instantly thought that I am becoming on eof the most unfortunate person in the world, and thta dealing with it is the most challenging thing that I can do. Like losing a phone, it isn't that easy to acquire a new phone,especially with the budget I have. So I had a hard time thinking of what to do and how to do it.
But there were blessings. Blessings I didn't recognize and acknowledge instantly. My roomate lent me her extra phone, and I figured that fixing everything I have ruined isn't that hard, there's still time and chance to make the crooked straight. So I went on to work with it.
Then there was the seminar on journalism I attended for 3 days. It was one of the happiest moment of my life. Aside from learning new things and gaining fresh insights from different sources, I also made a lot of new friends and a good chance to show the real 'me' a well.
and I realized that the bad events that happened to me helped me to live with one of my favorite quotes from Socrates 'the best way to live is to focus in self-development rather tha the pursuit of material wealth. True, we shouldn't be depressed and live in agony just because of the material wealth we lose, and that's where real happiness comes in. This week, I realized that I am happy not because I obtained this and that,but because of the memories that happened to me, like being with my friends.
So there's no need wasting time on trifles, or things of lesser importance and value. We should know what things can make us happy, not just for the present time, but for the rest of our lifetime. Material wealth may abound around us, but they're just there to prioritize. Sometimes, they even teach us lessons, like when we lose them forever.
So what's with the luck? I also realized, that there isn't such thing as luck. We ourselves are making our own 'luck' in life, and it depends on how we do it. We shoudn't wait for luck to strike our lives in order to be rich and great, we just gotta have to control our lives and work for the fulfillment of our ambitions.

Bagong Pauso

May bagong pakulo nanaman ang mga fastfoods. Meron na ngang dine-in, take out at delivery, meron pang, um, all in one? as in, yung crew yung magdedeliver sa loob ng bus ng kahit anong food and ipadeliver sa kanya, tapos bibilhin ng customer sa bus (dine in) at kakainin ng customer pagkaalis ng bus (take out). O diba, all in one nga?

Actually,first time kong makakita ng ganung style.At kanina lang youn. isang crew ng (ok itago nalang natin sa pangalang FastFood dahil baka makasuhan ako ng libel) FastFood ang pumasok sa bus na kinasasakyan ko at may dala siyang ilang plastic na may mga hamburger. Akala ko pasahero din siya pero parang imposible naman yun dahil sino ba naman ang magbbyahe ng naka-apron at may baong dose-dosenang hamburger. Para ngang 'ano to, joke?!' nung nakita ko siya at maisip ang motibo nya sa bus. Anyway, nalaman ko lang na talagang nagbebenta siya ng mga pagkain nung may bumili sa kanyang babae ng burger. Burger lang talaga kasi urger lang din naman ang dala niya. Nagsuggest pa nga yung babae 'dapat next time may softdrinks ka na ha'. Hanep. Siguro sa next time na aakyat ang FastFood crew sa mga bus eh may dala na siyang push cart containing lahat ng FastFood goodies. It's not that worse. It's just funny. Para kasing magiging eroplano na yung bus.

It's really funny to think that those kinds of businesses will do ANYTHING JUST TO GET PROFIT. Kahit na madyo masasakripisyo ang shame ng mga crew nil, kahit na mag-innovate sila ng strange delivery methods at kahit na magiging ka-level na ng mga crew nila mang mga bus vendors na nagbebenta ng mga candy, mani, mineral water atbp. All of these just to reach their 'target market' kahit nasaan man sila, kahit sa bus.

Ganyan ba talaga? Well, that's business. Pero all I can say is, ok lang naman na gumawa sila ng new delivery methods para makabenmts ng malaki. Pero sana sa paglikha nila ng mga ganito, nawa'y masigurado nilang hindi sila makakaperwisyo sa ibang tao at sa lipunan.

I told you not everything would stay the same

What happened to The Ataris??
Have they changed their vocalist?
Did they did major changes on their album?
Are they doing a 'new sound' that would create a 'new impression'?

I am really shocked and surprised.
This is not The Ataris.
Most of their songs are not even punk.
I am really glad that I found their album. When I went to the record bar this is the first cd that cuaght my attention and I know I just have to buy it. Of course I can't wait to listen to it so I hurried home.
When I hears the tracks, I said 'It's like Goo Goo dolls' Is it one of their influences?or is it because Lee Giordano,Goo goo Doll's producer also worked with them? As in, the voice is like john Rezeznik. The lyrics are still..ok, it was nice, still poetic and unique, like their previous songs. Their new songs also has more strange effects and some tracks are still sort of punk-sounding. But there is definitely SOMETHING that made it so different from their former records.
Actually the new album is like=Goo goo Dolls+Coldplay+old The Ataris Style
Whatever changes they planned on this new album, it sure to be a huge, major change.
I believe it's not because of their parting with Columbia Records, because I know that their recording came first before their announced separation with the said recording label.
I even thought that maybe i bought the wrong cd, but heck, that would be so impossible.
Where is the 'real' The Ataris that I love? What happened to my super-loved band that plays uplifting, heartwarming,awesome,pop-punk songs with strong and infectious lyrics???
And I think that the vocalist really changed his voice. but why?
One of the biggest asset that I love in the band is their vocalist. he has this unique voice that is sooo punk. The way he gives and express the message in their lyrics and the way he screams and sings is like giving you those strong emotions that will make you love them more. Now..why, oh why and where did that voice go?
I hope that they would not go alternative and even mainstream, because they're almost at the start of the road going there and I would hate if that would happen.
Anyway, I still love them, though, inspite of all I've noticed on their new album. I still found some of their tracks atention-getting and heartwarming, and I still consider their lyrics the best in the world. Anyway, I know that the 'The Ataris essence is still in their music's bloodstream, so even if they plan on making new changes, the magic of their songs are still in their music, and I hope that they'll go back to their real 'The Ataris' sound.

When Punks Go Dirty

I was walking along the streets of Recto when I noticed some guys hanging out in front of Isetann and sitting on the steps overlooking the streets. These were not just plain 'tambay' guys, however, for I would not notice them if there wouldn't be anoticeable thing in them. they were actually dressed and styled up as emo punks-- one-sided hairstyles and almost-fitting clothes. Maybe you'll ask, so what if they're emo punks?
Ok, their outfit may look ok, but actually they look like dirty-- ripped or patch-covered jeans, add to that theeir highlighted hair and the place wher they are hanging out:streetsides. What first comes to your mind? Squatters?
Of course it's not bad if your outfit has a 'Hey I'm a rocker' theme, but not too much and to the point of looikng like victims of poverty in our country.
Notice that more and more guys (and even gals) are dressing up like the ones I have mentioned. Just look at the 'rockers' around.
The question is: Why is this so? I s this because they want to emphasize that they are 'rockers', 'punks' or 'hardcores'?
Some people who are old-school supporters of punk music and have experiences in the punk scene often call people like these 'dirty punks'. They may be the ones who innovated this kind of punk fashion-the kind of fashion that almost make you look like you've grown up in the streets all your life. I'm not saying that all people who dress up as dirty punks look so unclean and filthy, but what's wrong is that some 'rockers' dress up as dirty dirty punks. Why? simply because they misinterpreted the concepts of punk/rock fashion, so they exxagerated so much and soon they will be wearing everything they think a punk should wear.
Actually those 'dirty punks' have to be blamed too, because they are the ones who started such fashion and injected into the minds of new rockers that the punk fashion must be like 'super rebel-looking' when definitely it should not be. Yeah sure,they do look like rebels, rebels who stowed away and stayed on the streets for life.
There really is no need for the 'dirty punk' fashion, because some real rockers dress up simply-even some of the punks-and not in a manner that would make people mistake them as street-people.
And if their reason for dressing up as 'dirty punks' is because of self-expression, why can't they express it through music? Anyway the rock scene must not be actually foucesed on the fashion, but on the music.
So whether you're new to the punk/rock world or not, remember that you don't have to overly express your rebel (or even dirty :) > ideas through fashion, just be moderate and stay true to yourself. But if you really need to express it badly, express it through music-'coz that's what real rockers do.

whatevers..

what is up with me...
is actually tons and tons and tons of works.... quiz in history on friday...quiz in math on friday...report next week....reaction papers..research papers...readings....
college life

i wasn't able to attend my debate training for 1 whole week..and i hated this: i have to be sure to stay away from tinoko park and hide from my trainors to avoid questions as to why i didn't attend such trainings..its not that i dont have valid answers, because actually i have (and it was because of the piling schoolworks). I just dont want to be confronted much and i don't want to be bothered by my consiousness that i'm not attending my trainings..in short, i just want to finish my schoolworks first before proceeding to my extra-curricular stuffs, even if they have advantages to my life.

another thing i missed working on is my blog. i have lots of pending articles..and,whew, i have no time to write features because..ok..the ultimate reason:schoolworks

i wasn't also able to go out and have fun last week. i didn't go to my favorite places to watch my fave bands because i studied (little, i admit) some of my subjects and did some of my projects..ok, i can't remeber what i really did last week. all i know is tht i didn't go out on a gimik, unlike my roomies, who went to metrowalk for the past 2 weekends and i.wasn't.able.to.go. with.them. ..because i went back to our home on friday and last,last friday..and..another reason is..tight budget!! ok, when i went back to our house in manila, they (roomies) were narrating their 'cool' experiences and all the people from dlsu that they met. and the other side of my mind was telling me 'you gotta feel bummed because you were not able to go out with them' yep, i sort of felt that way,but eventually (after 5mins) i realized the good side of it..

>they went to a bar. a disco bar,that is. and..ok. i don't dance. if ill be at that bar with them, i would be the one to stay at the table the rest of the night and be a package counter (which i totally hate)

>they said there were bands outside..well i know those are mainstream bands, as usual. and these mainstream bands are the ones that i can watch at mayric's or even at our school. so it's not like,'i missed my chance of seeing those bands!' because i can still see them in the future.

>the place where they went is a place where konyos or super socialites go and have fun with their co-konyos. and i think i would just feel consious about my actions and outfit basically because i am not one of them. and i don't want to try hard or pretend that i am the most filthy-rich girl in the universe.


ok, that's it. the positive side.indeed, i have missed a lot of 'out-of-school' works, but, heck, focusing on my academics isn't that bad, it would even be more beneficial because i can gain new knowledge and learn new stuffs from my reading and researches. and that's why i went to this place: school. to study. right? so i think i musn't be bummed if i missed a lot of gimiks and trainings, because i can still do these stuffs in the future. but my studies and my grades..can i still 're-do these stuffs' if i fail? :)

Upcoming Articles!!!!

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Articles yet to be published:

--Not Just Emo

--Dress Up Your Music

--Fashion Mags: A Satisfaction Barrier?

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I just remembered..

I just remembered my hignschool days..even if that was just months ago.. I missed them, thats all. Anyway, probably I'll get used to it after some time.. =P

Here are the some of the significant events that happened last year..

They say that highschool life is the best.. well, with memories and bonding moments like these, who could say that that its not?

For the Love of Skateboarding

Last night was the night I will never forget.

Great bands, new friends, a cute shirt and a date. All in one night.

It wasn't l0ng before we reached Vega Bar, the place where the Philippine National Associationof Skateboarders Inc.(P.N.A.S) held their gig entitled For da Love of Music and Skateboards. I was their first fund raising event aiming to help and support skateboarders (and promote the sport) in the country. It was just a gig though (you might ask if they had a skateboarding competition) with bands from different genres and walks of life.

We arrived a little early, just enough to find our tables and get some drinks (actually someone paid for them). We waited for awhile before the first band, R.O.C.K. , played onstage. Jordan, the disc jock of Against the Flow on NU107, was actually the drummer of that band. They played not-so-alternative-but-not-so-hardcore songs with good, christian lyrics. The next band is Bought by Blood, a hardcore band, and followed by Hopskatch, a very makulit ska band. Other bands that played are: Magdalena, All Under Heaven, No Turning Back, Kuyog Hangin and Holding On being the last act. All in all, the gig was successful, and inspite of some technical problems, everything went well.

New friends.

In the middle of my boredom and thoughts as to where my companion is, I decided to go out of the bar for awhile. I saw her chatting with some people and joined them. Eventually, I got to know those astig and cute guys in front of us. The nice part is, thet're also punks and I'm glad that I met them coz somehow I got people whom I can relate to when it comes to the music I'm listening. I've also met some of the organizers and members of P.N.A.s (all of them are skaters from different parts of the country) and members of some bands.

A cute shirt.

While bands are setting up their musical weapons onstage, the host would go up onstage to somehow keep the crowd in tune. He then held a contest wherein he will give away a P.N.A.S shirt to the first person to go up in front and answer the question correctly. Ok. I really don't know what moved me to go up onstage when in fact I didn't know the answer! Sounds funny right? But think positive: Exposure..teehee!! Anyway, there was a second question, and of course I wouldn't let that night end with me feeling bothered because of what happened. So I went up onstage the seconf thime around and finally got the right answer (and the t-shirt!). I think people there also remember me for that coz when I was introduced to a member of Bought by Blood, he said "Oh, you're the girl who got the shirt and went up twice onstage!" I told you: Think positive: Exposure. Claim to fame.

And a date

Have you ever met someone in your entire life an extraordinarily cute, cool, friendly, kind, funny and sociable skateboarder and musician in one who is so fluent in english and has every connection to almost all the famous personalities in alsmost every field? Well, I did, and I'm really gald I've met him.

Vaughn is the host of last night's event. I didn't expect that I would be close to him, that we would have things in common and that he would teach me a lot of things, like playing the guitar. We still hung out after the gig...if I'll narrate all the stuffs we've talked about..whew..it would fill half of my page.. Anyway, if you're reading this Vaughn, thanks for everything..and I do miss you.. =P

So much for all the coolness and sparks in the sky..last night was indeed what you call a night, a night I will truly never regret and forget.

New school, New Stuff

Not all firsts are worsts.

I wasn't a loner on the first day of school. I made lots of friends.
My first day to wear my uniform to school (that was last week) wasn't unfashionable. Actually my classmates were glad to see me struting around in a dress code similar to theirs.
My first time to go to Recto (a place with cheap finds) wasn't like "a fist-timer lost in the city" type. I familiarized myself with the place, and brought everything I need: my money and umbrella. No cellphones. No jewelries. No bags. Since I was aware that this is a city where a crime could take place anytime, anywhere, I armed myself already (with just an umbrella! hehe)
The first time that I auditioned for an org in school wan't a disaster. I even prepared for it, and it paid off. I was accepted into the school publication as a news writer. It wasn't just an org for me, it was more of an achievement (and it somehow gave me a sense of direction). Even at the first general assembly yesterday, my co-writers and the editors were really nice, like we're all a big friendship circle.
And the first time I reported in class this college wasn't a bum (and that was just hours ago). I was overwhelmed by their reactions, especially about the fish-origin concept (Anaximander stated that man evolved from fish-imagine yourself looking like a fish). I'm really thankful that they listened, and I hope they learned something (probably the fish) from my report.

We usually make the excuse "It's just my first time, that's why I made a mistake". But the truth is, we don't really have to make that statement if we just learn to prepare ahead and use the vital sources around us. Ask around, consult books and observe the things around you before venturing into something you think is a major plan (especially those that would risk your life). Of course we weren't perfect, but hey, at least we could be close to perfection if we would just do the right thing in the right time! We wouldn't want to commit a terrible mistake, right? although they say that you learn from your mistakes, don't you think it would be cooler if we would not make one during our first time, or maybe just a speckle of it. That way, we would also be able to teach others who are doing the same stuff, and we could warn them of how they could avoid errors. Committing mistakes is inevitable, but if we could have time to plan ahead, we could somehow avoid it,thus, we cannot make our firsts worsts.

1st month in the city

Mayric's

The night is calm but wild. Everything seems normal, everything seems right. We get our tickets and stamps at the counter, and entered the place, that, for some of us, seems queer. We waited for a few minutes to get our seats, then our drink. We sat there for a few minutes, staring blankly at each other and waiting for that 'highlight' of that night.
There's nothing special about it, actually. It was just a gig. But what's really exciting is that the performer is a famous band. A mainstreamer, of course. we waited patienly while having our dinner and talking about anything we could think of.
After an hour, a band finally prepared on stage. Their band was called Chilipeas, a female-fronted alternative band. They played 5 songs, mostly in tagalog. They were overwhelmingly great. The vocalist has that great, powerful voice and their songs can give you that Last Song Syndrome.
The next band is Squeeze, also a band with a girl vocalist who has that cute, childlike voice. But her voice isn't that audible enough because of the loud drums, but it's still cool. Some of their songs were uplifting, perfect for summer gigs
Next to perform onstage is a band called Zip Code. All the members are guys and they also played alternative tunes. My fave member is the guitarist. Really overwhelmingly cool, like their music.
Next is... Itchyworms!!!!! of course almost everyone who listens to mainstream radio statiuons and watches MyX knows this band. They played some of their famous songs..one of them the ever-known, over played "akin ka nalang". They played 5 songs, I think...

The next story about the next band will be posted next week..and don't miss it. Coz the band that I'll be talking about is one of the greatest in the new-wave and mainstream genres in the Philippines... Already had a clue?..let's see!

Music Trip..Soundtrip..

The Ataris
Although until now they have no new albums, and even if the news about them was way back in 2004, they still rock and I still listen to their songs over and over and over again. Why? coz their music is simply overwhelming...


A lil bit of their biography...

At the age of 19 Kris went to a Vandals show in Indianapolis and gave Warren Fritzgerald, lead singer of the Vandals, a demo tape that Kris and a friend recorded on a four track. The Vandals label Kung Fu Records were looking for new bands to sign. Kris was just what the Vandals were looking for. Kris moved from Anderson, IN to Santa Barbara, CA (where he now lives) where he found two more members to complete the Ataris. They were Derrick Lorde,a former Lagwagon drummer and Jasin Thomason, a bass player. They got their name from Kris's huge Atari game collection. They released their first full length cd "...Anywhere But Here" in 1997. Derrick and Jasin both left the band for different reasons. Kris then found new members Patrick Riley, Michael Davenport, and Chris "Kid" Knapp for a release on Fat Wreck Chords entitled "Look Forward To Failure" (Produced by members of the Descendents). The EP was Fat Wreck's biggest seller for months, it also made The Ataris better know to the punk scene.
The Ataris went on to release "Blue Skies,Broken Hearts...Next 12 Exits"(produced by Lagwagon singer/producer, Joey Cape) on Kung Fu Records. Blue Skies has sold an average of over 600 copies per week worldwide since its April 1999 release, and still growing. Since the album's release, they toured with such popular acts as MxPx, Blink 182, and Homegrown.Then Patrick left the band to go back to school. (He is now in a band called Five And Dime) and The Ataris found Marco Pena. The Ataris released a split cd with the Israel band Useless I.D. called "Let It Burn." The Ataris released their newest cd "End Is Forever" in late 2000 which was their last Kung Fu CD to be released.
On July 30th, after his last show in LA, Marco left the band because of "minor creative and personal differences" and John Collura, the Ataris guitar tech and former member of the band Beefcake became the new guitar player for The Ataris. In August of 2001 Ataris got signed to Columbia Records after their contract with Kung Fu had expired and which record label The Ataris would go to was undecided for a while. Columbia still want The Ataris to release 7" or EPs on Kung Fu. The Ataris released their 4th full length album, and first on Columbia Records, titled "So Long, Astoria" on March 4th, 2003. They are currently touring and are releasing a Live album in February.

source: http://the atarisforever.tripod.com and yahoo music
So Long, Astoria..

This is the only album from The Ataris that I’ve owned so far. Released in 2004, this pop-punk band’s album contains 16 tracks, including the song In This Diary and The Saddest Song—the ones you hear on your rock radio. It also has an acoustic version of The Saddest Song and Boys of Summer.
With lyrics expressing love (and a little rebellion), it is still considered an emo—but some are not. Most of the songs, actually, speaks about the memories of their pasts—just enough for you to imagine their lives and remember your own pasts as well—all those nasty tricks, hangouts, hangovers, hangers, not to mention the girls you’ve made pa-cute with (listen to Summer ’89) and all the memorable place you’ve visited.
With an album packed with infectious lyrics, guitar riffs and drumbeats to fall in love with , head-banging rythms and songs recorded with energy and passion, listening to this band is definitely worth it. For me, this is the best album that they have released (and I think watching their live videos is the next thing I must do) I’ll never regret having it. Ask other emos and punks, probably they’ll say the same.
..Fall in love with you, again and again…

T.A.G.A.Y.T.A.Y

Just came back from Tagaytay!! It was really fun and unforgettable, especially the place, maybe because it's my first time to go there.. Here's what I did:

Tuesday-- Went on a 1-hr journey. It was tiring but it's worth it. and at least I'm with someone.The hotel where we stayed is very, very nice. Lot's of facilities, and we can't wait to explore it.

Wednesday-- afternoon: our aunt went to work, so we went out and explored the place, we had nice views--in the bangin, tagaytay ridge and the golf course..We also had swimming in the ice-cold pool in the hotel. I also made new friends- Ericka, Ruby, Lyca and Margarette-they're also staying in the same building, and they're really kind and fun to be with.

Thursday--We went to People's Park! and to Picnic Grove! the bad part is, I have no film, not enough money and not enough souvenirs, but my cousin promised that we will go back on Saturday.... This is also the day that the first rain in May poured, we took a rain shower..because we had no umbrellas! : (

Friday--We tried the jacuzzi and sauna in the hotel. When we got bored in the afternoon, we went to Royale Tagaytay Country Club. We played billiards, fun shot (using air gun) --I was almost close to the target!!--and ordered yummy cakes and pastries!! then we chilled out at the hotel. The air is also getting chilly and outside, it was already foggy.

Saturday--the total bummer. The wind blew hard, the rain poured and it was really very foggy outside. we just stayede in the hotel and sometimes went to the mini shop to but something to eat. But we still had fun, though, especially with my funny and makuwela cousins.. We were supposed to go home na, but mom said it was still dangerous because the typhoon is still active, yes, there was a typhoon named Caloy that passed through our country and it was so extreme that 22 died all in all in our country..anyway, our 2nd trip to People's Park was cancelled..

Sunday--say goodbye to the hotel, cold climate and beautiful sceneries--we're leaving! and that's today! (i just went back) it was really sad, of course, coz we still wanted to stay there... but what can we do? thinking positively, at least we could see our relatives and we can rest completely at our homes...

SUMMER!!

It's already May and I still don't have that 'fun' this summer..
why?
what did I do?
--Outing in Blue Lagoon, Los Banos with famiy and clan..

--Outing with classmates at Villa Miramar Resort, Platero, Binan, Laguna

--Went to Calumpang, Liliw, Laguna during the Holy week to visit relatives

--Swimming Party with my classmates at Las Villas de Manila Clubhouse

--Gig in a school in Binan..

--Go out and watch basketball at subdivisioon court every night

--Play guitar and compose my own songs..

--Watch dvd and jam with my cousin rime nexthouse.. this is me and my cousin rime



--cook dinner every evening

well... what can I say.....
Not that fun,,but, It's ok..
events to come up:

--Go to Tagaytay this week1 yipee!!

--Watch movie with my classmates....

That's all...well..

Grad Ball!

GRADUATION BALL!!

One of the unforgettable events during our highschool life--graduation ball! Me Striking a pose before leaving the house....

and at our audigym!! I had so much fun--especially that I'm with my batchmates!!



from upper left--Patricia, Sexy Nica, Cutie Maby, me, Pamela and Dada...

GRADUATION!!!!

This is the day that we started with "this is it" and ended with tears, laughs and cheers...

from left--reina ann, mel (our pres) and me, during the last rite of our highschool life...

UPd8s! Updates!

Hmm.. lot of stuffs happening around...
March 31-April 1- Graduation ball
--lots of fun, lots of music, but not lots of food-but its ok..at least we had something to eat.

April 4-Confirmation of enrolment in u.s.t
--first time ti ride in LRT! I admit, I looked like a very ignorant kid who pretends she know how! and.. new friends for a day...Kriselda and Jonah! (ung iba d ko ntanong name) and..lots of cute guys..

April 5- others want this to happen, but some of us dont want--coz its graduation day! very long program, just enough for us to talk and take pictures--I cried, well, because I will miss my friends and classmates!

April 7-Outing with my clan/nunes family..with a lil bit of extras and unknown people lurking around the corner..overnight..I slept at 4, woke up at 6 am..after that...

April 8-outing with my classmates..our farewell party.. had lots of fun, fun, fun!! we ate, swam, wathced dvd, sang in the videoke and signed notebooks, scrapbooks and other stuffs..and.. take pictures! really memorable..and surely I will miss all my classmates in St. Alypius!!

April 19-another swimming with my classmates at Las Villas de Manila clubhouse..all went well, except for the mice in pool! talk about yuck!! but lots of foods..coz it's jolly's birthday

April 20-Enrollment at UST. Very tiring, like playing ragnarok coz you need to pass through different stages like getting sched, falling in line for registering, paying and taking your ID picture..

April 21-Went to UPLB to talk to the registrar, but the worst part is, the registrar is at the city so, we're like, wasting our time! so we just bought buko pie..hehe.

Well,, after the outing yest,, I had mixed emotions of happiness, sadness and loneliness.. happiness because we made it and we had fun in the outing, sad coz we're leaving the school and lonely coz we'll be going to diiff schools..but.....I know we will be able to see each other along the way! =)

Why Jesus is Better than Friendster

Came in a little late, but never mind, it’s the thought that counts.
DA TOP ONES DAT CAME INTO MIND:
TOP REASONS WHY JESUS IS BETTER THAN FRIENDSTER:
(IF U THOUGHT FRIENDSTER WAS COOL,SO MUCH MORE IZ HE!)

1.NO NEED FOR THE INTERNET(GOD IS OMNIPOTENT!)
2.HIS PROFILE CUD BE VIEWED BY EVERY1!(DOESNT MATTER WHAT DEGREE!)
3.UNLIMITED FRIEND REQUESTS(HIS ACCOUNT,WAY MORE THAN 500!)
4.NO MAINTANANCE CHECK(NO NEED,HE'S PERFECT)
5.FRIEND REQUESTS ALWAYZ APPROVED(DOESN'T MATTER WHO U R!)
6.HE WILL NEVER EDIT U OFF HIS ACCOUNT(BIBLE DID SAY HE WILL NEVER LEAVE U NOR EDIT U...(OR FORSAKE!!!)..HEHE)

CONCLUSION: JESUS IZ DA ABSOLUTE BEST FRIENDSTER U COULD HAVE, SO HOW COULD ANYONE NOT APPROVE HIS FRIEND REQUEST SENT 2 EM?
--Jesus is the best friendster you could ever have--
ENJOY.BE BLESSED & SHARE.GODBLESS

dec 17, atc

These are my classmates....cool diba? hehe..


from left..joan,kevin,mavel,clarisse,mishie,ako,ien,pepay,dixie,aina,jolly,joshua and domz...

I THOUGHT!!!!!!!!!!!

I told her the bad news..she became hysterical!!! like. it was the biggest deal for her, I cannot blame her, coz anyone can be hyterical like her..but was it my fault if I found the exam very difficult? but I guess, I really didn't do my best. but what can I do? the results are final, maybe when a miracle happens, it will change. but anyhow, I should still think of positive things. First, at least i have a school already. Second, at least I had the experience of taking up the exam and third.. at leat I did my..second best. God has plans for me, though, maybe He doesn't really want me to enter this school, but of course only He would know..all in all..Good luck in my future life!!
I wanna thank Daniel for cheering me up inspite of what had happened..he is such a...great friend.............yeah. it's true, there are still other schools that I can go to.....

wahehe

I don't know...
I don't know why I feel like this or what..but maybe this kwill eventually go when I write it down and 'let it all out'.....
Ok,here's the deal. I saw him every morning, sometimes during dismissal. I always see him texting someone i don't know. But that was no big deal for me, coz maybe it's just his friend or something...We were never that close, and we just talk about bands and music.
then..one day, I saw him.with he girl I really hated! after that, I noticed that he started ignoring me, especially during the prom. and that was a big deal, coz, I admit, I like him.
Until this day, and just this afternoon, I saw him again with that girl. I pretended that I didn't see him but, hey, would he care??
And I started to forget him..but how? I see him every morning, I see himm at school, I see him almost everywhere! what the heck!
But I realized, I don't own him, he's not mine. So maybe I should stop thinking that he is mine.
Waaaaa!!!!